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OF SECONDHAND ROSES
much I do about nothing
16 May 2022 @ 01:52 am
28 June 2009 @ 06:17 pm
amused11 June 2009 @ 05:49 am
The woes of being a female. 8 days of blood jellies' not a joke. I am suffering from major cramps, weak limbs, a nonstop bout of cold sweat in my painful snooze where I keep tossing and turning, nausea, and I think I just fainted in the toilet just now. I've got work in.. 4 hours. I need an ambulance right away.
Mood: 
Period
Period04 June 2009 @ 05:57 am
Something's filled up my heart with nothing. I guess we'll just have to adjust
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A close shave with death. Was THIS close to being slammed against the construction barricade by a mini school bus. I stood in shock, seeing the bus skid a slight distance and its hind swerved directly for me. I should really count my lucky stars.
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A close shave with death. Was THIS close to being slammed against the construction barricade by a mini school bus. I stood in shock, seeing the bus skid a slight distance and its hind swerved directly for me. I should really count my lucky stars.
Music: Arcade Fire - I'm Sleeping In A Submarine
28 May 2009 @ 05:43 am
Mehhh, what a disappointing game. Spells bleak all around. Players were out of form, they looked completely drained out of confidence and fight. Lousy crosses, incomplete passes. Whatever happened to playing their blistering best? Barca deservedly lifted the Cup, Messi totally owned the game. We only chased shadows.
Sir Alex: "In fairness, we were beaten by the better team tonight."
MOPS IN MISERY.
Sir Alex: "In fairness, we were beaten by the better team tonight."
MOPS IN MISERY.
Mood: 
annoyed
annoyed26 May 2009 @ 06:41 am
Mood: awake
Music: Shuffling of Poker Chips
21 May 2009 @ 09:56 pm
13 May 2009 @ 05:51 am
Wake me up, only nightmares take me in through these walls
the winter bites, a draft from all sides.
Why did you not include me on your list?
Let me in through the ceiling. White lips kissed.
Our love is a fickle love, keeps itself locked in a suitcase.
To be ready to go always.
I won't cry when the silver lining shows,
but you're right, you understand, you ride with both hands.
Worrying is the breathing that you need,
So there won't be far to fall, you mustn't climb tall.
Things that are supposed to mean lots, leave you cold.
And with a malady of the soul.
Our love is a tricky love,
bet you know this, bet you noticed.
Bet you know, which is why.
I should know better than anyone ever could.
Soon as I let go, everything falls apart.
I won't cry when the silver lining shows,
but you're right, you understand, you ride with both hands.
Worrying is the breathing that you need,
So there won't be far to fall, you mustn't climb tall.
Wake me up, only nightmares take me in through these walls
the winter bites, a draft from all sides.
Of course you can, there are diamonds in demand,
It's a shame and as you know the stain will not go.
the winter bites, a draft from all sides.
Why did you not include me on your list?
Let me in through the ceiling. White lips kissed.
Our love is a fickle love, keeps itself locked in a suitcase.
To be ready to go always.
I won't cry when the silver lining shows,
but you're right, you understand, you ride with both hands.
Worrying is the breathing that you need,
So there won't be far to fall, you mustn't climb tall.
Things that are supposed to mean lots, leave you cold.
And with a malady of the soul.
Our love is a tricky love,
bet you know this, bet you noticed.
Bet you know, which is why.
I should know better than anyone ever could.
Soon as I let go, everything falls apart.
I won't cry when the silver lining shows,
but you're right, you understand, you ride with both hands.
Worrying is the breathing that you need,
So there won't be far to fall, you mustn't climb tall.
Wake me up, only nightmares take me in through these walls
the winter bites, a draft from all sides.
Of course you can, there are diamonds in demand,
It's a shame and as you know the stain will not go.
FAVOURITE SONG EVER. LUV MEW! LUV MEW!, however depressing it may get. Never fails to evoke an assortment of warped emotions in me.. Hard times have taught me that the cure for any pain at all is in the pain itself. Inevitably and surely, you've only got yourself in this inverted world, so pull through, stand tall and save all efforts weeping.
My days.. They have been catching up with the nights a little too quick ever since the holidays started. A full blown one month holidays, which I have yet to encounter since I started university in July. A breather from the mad assignment rushes right after this thursday's management test (So much for a holiday!). BUT ITS GONNA BE REAL AWESOME I CAN FEEL IT IN MY WRIGGLY T
Today Vans and I had awesome girly time and I crowned myself with awesome killer heels in tan that burnt a huge hole in my pockets, but I have had myself psychoed rationally that it's going to a long-term investment so it's worth every cent. All I need is more frolick slots to act as reinforcements to my bank balance. There, my weakness for killer shoes; wld do anything (within reasonable means) to make 'em mine.
Quite a series of events for the next few coupl' of months:
1) The dream final match & Josep Guardiola (Hottest!) come 27th!
2) Weekly friday zouk sessions
3) Liz returning on the 5th!
4) Internship (hopefully soon, i'm dying to set foot outside)
5) (DREADING IT) B sailing away from home for a good one month. That = no contact for a month because there is hardly reception or whatsoever at sea. I haven't said it to anyone but I am going to miss B a whole deal.. We have never been uncontactable from each other for more than 3 days when he has to go for outfields in BMT. This is when reality sinks in..
6) Pending Hong Kong & KL plans
7) Hopefully Spain at the end of the year to visit the girls
8) Turning 21 in September
I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY & MOM'S DAY MOMMA.
I love you, hope you like your new fragrance!
Almost 6am, my body clock is twisted
Mood: 
frustrated
frustratedMusic: Mew - White Lips Kissed
11 May 2009 @ 10:29 pm
Children, don't grow up, our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up
Music: David B & Arcade Fire - Wake Up
06 May 2009 @ 05:51 am
20 April 2009 @ 02:49 am
The only way to get rid of shadows is to turn off the lights, to stop running from the darkness and face what you fear
Mood: 
sad
sad08 April 2009 @ 09:17 pm
Mood: 
bored
boredMusic: INXS
06 April 2009 @ 04:31 am
"All life is just a progression toward, and then a recession from, one phrase -- I love you."
-"The Off-Shore Pirate," The Saturday Evening Post (29 May 1920)
Mood: busy
29 March 2009 @ 02:03 pm
I found it really hard to be grateful and contended for all that I am given. I am always asking for things that I don't have - which basically aren't necessities I would have died without. This made me realized how minor my issues are... compared to the rest who are probably suffering.
Mood: cold
coldMusic: Metric
24 March 2009 @ 06:25 pm
"I like being alone but I hate being lonely"
Words are all i've got. My mouth dry, my lips chapped. I think I have lost my way, but I will find my way.
See you at the end of the darkest illuminating tunnel.
Mood: 
blank
blank16 March 2009 @ 02:00 am
An extraordinary good day. Somewhat like opening up my box of citrus mentos to find them all to be of my favorite flavor. Until a not so subtle reminder set a loud alarm in my head that i need be studying away for my management test which happens to fall on a freaking friday night, what are the odds honestly. And friday? What a bad start to the weekend already. And monday has just begun. Oh the blues. I am already hating the idea of being thrown in to the hustle and bustle of school and her accompanying tagalong buddy - assignments. A never-ending trail of them.
Astonished and amazed with time. Ever unstopping and always whizzing and creeping past so quietly, like how you will never notice your hair growing. But perhaps if you stare long enough. We can never not abide the laws of time..how odd. Its almost April, and we are almost on our way to KL. Nothing much more awesome than a good trip away with friends. ~I is likeing it~~~
Morning dews with the accompanying rain on warwick is truly quite a sight. So tucked away from the usual landscapes and blue skies. All you see is greens in all shades, occasional sights of little skunks/ squirrels(?), and the freshest air. I sat at the comfy sofas out at the balcony and had microwaved partly cold (didn't quite know how to work the microwave.. it was making cranky noises) seafood linguine for lunch with Yakult :)! I was mad hungry, i gobbled it all down in a flash. Studied my readings and occasionally playing worder. Mostly being alone and having me-time. I was glad to have chanced on this.
Astonished and amazed with time. Ever unstopping and always whizzing and creeping past so quietly, like how you will never notice your hair growing. But perhaps if you stare long enough. We can never not abide the laws of time..how odd. Its almost April, and we are almost on our way to KL. Nothing much more awesome than a good trip away with friends. ~I is likeing it~~~
Morning dews with the accompanying rain on warwick is truly quite a sight. So tucked away from the usual landscapes and blue skies. All you see is greens in all shades, occasional sights of little skunks/ squirrels(?), and the freshest air. I sat at the comfy sofas out at the balcony and had microwaved partly cold (didn't quite know how to work the microwave.. it was making cranky noises) seafood linguine for lunch with Yakult :)! I was mad hungry, i gobbled it all down in a flash. Studied my readings and occasionally playing worder. Mostly being alone and having me-time. I was glad to have chanced on this.
Mood: 
calm
calm14 March 2009 @ 02:52 pm
It's offending when friends who hardly ever talk to you/ don't bother replying your texts only drop in notes of concern when your facebook status changes. Nosy much?
Mood: 
bitchy
bitchy12 March 2009 @ 02:18 am
It all felt distinctively surrealistic. The perfect fit, the awing majesty of it. But in a strike of lightning, it waltzed away. The untimely demise came through like a bullet to the heart, slowly but surely causing the kill. It evoked an unbelievably great horde of emotions. A bite so penetrating I feel the shivers down my spine, like a gust of strong wind ripping me off warmth.
My days are now a daze. I need optimism to get me through, to right the wrongs and for me to be less desponded, for me to get back to my usual sanguine self. Moshing my way though the harshest sounds like an ideal plan, but for if I have the strength to. I could only hermit myself in my own enclosure, fencing myself to my own comfortable nest. Till the fire burns out, till I am done being the selfish self I am, till I make a sane decision - a decision remarkably clear and with no hesitation.
But for now, to the pedestrians in my life, allow me to ululate my days away. I am in such a wreck. I am a wreck.
My days are now a daze. I need optimism to get me through, to right the wrongs and for me to be less desponded, for me to get back to my usual sanguine self. Moshing my way though the harshest sounds like an ideal plan, but for if I have the strength to. I could only hermit myself in my own enclosure, fencing myself to my own comfortable nest. Till the fire burns out, till I am done being the selfish self I am, till I make a sane decision - a decision remarkably clear and with no hesitation.
But for now, to the pedestrians in my life, allow me to ululate my days away. I am in such a wreck. I am a wreck.
Mood: 
indescribable
indescribableMusic: The Cranberries - Linger
26 February 2009 @ 12:48 am
It bugs myself that i try to hide the fact that im all too human by remaining strong and stoic
